Do you ever just feel lost? Like you don’t know what to do next? I have been pushed to my limit and I have no where left to go…
If you pray please pray for my family, pray that God gives me answers and strength to keep on going.
I want to do “the right” thing but I am done trying I am done being the one to put my feelings and my thoughts on hold! I know that my kids need him, but really how much can one person take?
Thank you for listening! And Thank you in advance for praying!
So do you ever feel that life is just… Well who knows what it is… You think that you have a grasp on it and thats when it all goes to hell…
One day I know it will all be ok but for right now I’m having the hardest time learning when, what, where to say the right thing… no matter what I say or do seems wrong!
I am sorry if this makes no sense to you, but I needed a place to vent!
~ Live everyday as if it was your last.
~Take risks even if it means not knowing the outcome.
~Don’t be afraid to love>
~Never take tomorrow for granite…
~ALWAYS tell the ones you love that you love them…
~ Live everyday to it’s fullest.
~Love CONQUERS ALL!
~Don’t be afraid to fail.
~Know that you are loved by our Heavenly Father, our creator.~
Really I want you all to know that God is love and if you know God you know love! If you need love, acceptence, shoulder, a friend, a lover, a ROCK… Just call on Jesus and know you have it all… He will always love you, and he will never forsake you…
Just call on Jesus!
I love you all,
If you ever need a friend know that I am here…
Love,
Kelly
Today at about 6:45pm my world never be the same…
My Grandpa died today, it was so unexpected… He went in for knee replacement on August 29 and never came home…
I want to tell you a little about my amazing Grandpa…
My mom is 1 of 5 girls, 2 of which are from my Grandma’s 1st marriage, but that NEVER stopped my Grandpa from treating them as his very own…
My Grandpa was the BEST Grandpa ever… We used to take family trips up north to see him and my Grandma, I loved those trips… The one thing that sticks out most in my mind was my Grandpa ALWAYS taking the time to make me feel special. He had an old organ that he would sit with me and teach me to play or we would play together… ( am sure I sounded horrible but he was there to reassure me)
I pray that my Grandma will be ok… I put my trust in God and know that he has a plan for her….
I also pray that my mother has a reality check… she was the only daughter that did not go see him before he died…
You see my mom had been addicted to something for most of her life… Drugs, Sex, Alcohol… so I hope and pray that this will change her life….
Please pray for my family, Pray that we can find rest and comfort! God Bless you and Thank you for reading!
Ally went to get her physical for kindergarten, she was a little scared to get shots but I was just trying to convince her that she needed them to go to school…
So I take her in and Kassandra (the nurse) does all the regular stuff, Blood Pressure, heart rate temperature, etc… Ally’s heart rate was little high but she thinks it’s the anxiety of getting the shots…
So Dr. Tanios comes in and does the check up and everything is fine… so the nurse comes in and to get all the stuff ready for shots and Ally says “no shots?” We kind of ignored her and changed the subject…
So in she comes with shots… Ally freaks out a little ( OK she was screaming) but no tears… she was a trooper… I get her dress and we are picking out stickers for her and her brothers. Ally says “Mommy my tummy hurts” I say ” I am sorry honey” I looked-up and she hits her head on the wall…I say “Ally why did you do that” The next thing I know she is pale as a piece of paper and all around her mouth is purple and blue and she already had white around her mouth… I thought she was going into convulsions, having an allergic reaction to the shots… SHE PASSED OUT!!! I started screaming bloody murder! “Help ME, OH MY GOD HELP ME!!” “Dr. Tanios, Kassandra help me…” (Hysterical, mind you) It seemed like hours but within a few seconds there were 2 nurses and Dr. Tanios came in the room… I had layied her on the ground… she was still purple and white… She came to and I was still pretty shaken but I had to acted as if everything was OK for Ally’s sake… so they put her on Oxygen and keep her for about 15-20 minutes…
I have never felt so helpless in my entire life… I just started screaming… So the Dr. says that she is going to be prone to passing out and from now on we have to lay her down for shots, blood, etc… They say they see this all the time in teenagers, but never in a four year… They also said she can’t stand in one place for a period of time because she can pass out too…
I knew having one girl was going to be DRAMA but who knew this much DRAMA?!
She is alright… I was OK until I told my husband then I really freaked!!!
Well there is my interesting 4 year old to kindergarten story…
So this is a true story….
Last night I got off work at about 12:45 am… like always we all have our normal little chat after work… so my good friend and co-worker Sarah and I got in my SUV and proceed on our way to her house so I could drop her off…
Well I got to the stop light on Moreno Beach and the 60 FWY entrance and was stopped for a good 2 minutes… ok here is the scary part… I got on the 60 FWY headed towards Nason, exited Nason and noticed that the truck behind had gotten on the FWY with me and exited with me as well…
Turned left onto Nason and headed towards Sarah’s house well 5 turns later the truck was still behind me…
I tell Sarah “If this guys follows me this last turn I am not taking you home” she reply’s “ok” (thinking I am NUTS!!!)
Well needless to say that truck followed me back to Nason and then pass 3 more turns… On the 2 to last turned I called 911 and startrd running red lights and Stop signs…
Really this man was trying to follow us…
If you know me at all you know that I am the BIGGEST Panic Freak ever… so you could only imagen the emotion in that car… I was, to say the least ,Hysterical! The 911 operator even asked my age cause I am sure she thought I was some young girl being over cautious…
Sarah started to pray… and here is where I know that the Lord is real… The truck fianlly turned into a gas station onto Perris BLVD. If you know Moreno Valley you know that Exiting Nason and going all the way to Perris for a Gas Station in non-sense…
I truly believe the Lord protected us… So Thank you Jesus for watching over us…
Here is my plea… Ladies and gentlement please be extra cautious… we live in CRAZY times and you never know what or who is going to cross you path! Please keep safe and know I love each and everyone of you!
So I was just doing some on-line banking, and I ran across a transaction for $502.00 and I am thinking what the hell did my husband buy… OK so I ask Ernesto “did you withdrawal 500.00″…. he says no … so I called the bank and start an investigation… the banker said that the money was withdrawn this morning at 10:36, in Hollywood… I hate people that steal… Please pray for the person who took the money because more than anything they are lost in life and need direction and for us that the money gets returned to our acct… that money was for our son’s 6th
B-day party…Thanks for listening to me…
I was reading my sister’s blogs and thought to myself what a great way to vent… So I am going to try this… I to admit that I am not a very good writer so I am apologizing in advance…
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